…I bet you expected me to follow that up with THAT line. Joke’s on you.
There isn’t actually any joke to this post though. I think we all noticed that there has been nothing but radio silence from me for almost two years. Beyond the usual “creative blocks” and “hitting the wall” excuses I throw around on a regular basis, my heart really wasn’t in this much. It hasn’t been for a long time. The truth is, my heart hasn’t been in anything for a long time. And all of that disinterest and disassociation finally caught up with me. For the sake of everyone’s sanity, I’m not going in to any details. But it’s been a rough adjustment and I’ve found myself in a position that I sort of didn’t expect to be in. I think my feet are starting to reach the ground again and my head might be ready to break the surface soon.
I’ve fallen out of love with a lot of aspects of my life and I’m slowly working on finding that love again. I can’t promise that I am going to be back with the same enthusiasm for nail polish that I once had. Recently, I’ve been playing with a lot of makeup. So there could be times when I come back with some pictures of my face. Brace yourselves.
I guess what I’m asking you guys for, is some understanding and some patience while I try and figure out just where I want to go from here. I’m not sure that I completely deserve it, after the way I just sort of “ghosted” you all. But if you give me a chance, I will do my best to make it up to you.
Thank you for listening. XO,